0_0

OMFG!!!
i still can't believe that happened
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
and i thought that i told myself....
blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :0
once again...i fucked up
but then AGAIN i admit my mistakes & i'm gonna learn from it
making me stronger.hah shit
woah what a night/morning.lmfao >_____<
still...kinda disgusted & disappointed.
grrrrrrrrrrrrr

"i rather do something i love, instead of doing something i don't love" - what happens in vegas

so boring

"When it comes down to it, I let them think what they want.
If they care enough to bother with what I do,
then I'm already better than them."
- Marilyn Monroe


anyways,
here's pics from my birthday weekend.the LAST time i seen everyone.
so late, i know
but im bored.so here

it's been awhile

i been too busy nowadays.
with school, doing errands for my parents while their gone, and staying outta trouble just for my brother =]so that means i haven't been seeing my friends >__< mhmm

damn.lately schools been hella cramming everything >___<
presentations,projects,tests,EXAMS.ugh
so much work to get done, so little time before the quarter ends.
but i checked my grades today and im doing pretty good.
thank God our spring break is coming up soon, then i get to rest =]

just sent out all moms bills and paid the rest online.
so im done with her errands, been calling her more than 4 times a day, EVERYDAY.
hah.i miss my mom & dad ;[ and i miss my big brother.hawwww
still got my stuff to get done, gonna go get my x-rays tomorrow afterschool "/
and friday EW gonna get another TB test & pick up my mmr's for school

hopefully everything will be better in time=]
i'm thinking positive, PLUS everyone always prays.
like berds said "praying works if you believe in it"
don't worry cjay, we're all here for you.
hawww the comment my big brother left me makes me think everyday.
i always cry when i read it, even all my cousins & aunties.
i HOPE the Lord answers all our prayers and helps him!!!!

well aint got much to say.
nothing interesting has been going on lately.
people change, things go wrong...but just remember life goes on
i love my family, without them idk where i'd be right now
the support, care, and love, idk why i used to choose my friends & exs over them
people walk in & out of your life for a reason.with a family like mines...i'm truly BLESSED!
but with family,they NEVER walk out on you...their there ALWAYS & FOREVER <3
remember that...

-___-

so like my birthday was alright
started off with lots of crying.
mhmm only SOME of oyu know why.
but i'll be on my own for awhile
INDEPENDENT!
my parents will be leaving for san francisco today ;[
my mom said she doesnt know how long they'll be there.
so she left me with bills to send out in the mail & money for me while they're gone
im kinda sad.i hope everythings gonna be okay >_____________<
for those who know why.PLEASE KEEP HIM IN YOUR PRAYERS!
& thanks for those who ALWAYS tell me that they pray for him.
i really appreciate it cuz thats all we can do right now
and all we can do is HOPE and pray EVERYTHING will be okay.
i cried so many times yesterday.sheila seen me.
but anyways thanks for all the birthday greetings & making me feel special & being there when i needed friends to cheer me up when "things" like this happen.

anyways, last night we kinda wasted time going to the cosmic bowling place.
there was a tournament.so we couldn't bowl.we ended up just eating pizza there and playing games.then we went to chill at the g-spot and late at nite we were at the o'lounge, was pretty fun AND loud.
pictures will be up soon.gonna wait on everyone to upload theirs.hah
k bye & remember

"don't drink & drive"
mhm

;[

R.I.P

;[


I'LL PRAY FOR YOU GUYS !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

TO ME !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR CRYSTAL
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !!!!!!!!!! =]


holy fuck im 20 years old.
20 years ago in 1989 i was a frickin fetus growing in my moms womb waiting to come out to the world.
aahahahahaha shit :D

& now today, at this very moment im 20 :DDDD
i dont look 20 though hahah & i may not act like my age at times.
but im learning how to live life as it is, taking it day by day.
so all the bullshit & DRAMA ain't gonna phase me like it used to
the past is the PAST...so why should it matter now, right?
we only live once.so live life to the fucken fullest-ESTTT ESTT ESTERRESTETSTST/hahaha
but yeah i'm still learning about LIFE itself, so i ain't in no rush to see what the FUTURE brings...

OMFG I'M FCKN OLD NOW, SHIT.HAHAHA
well HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

im hoping it'll go good tomorrow
nah scratch that, i KNOW it'll be good cuz im the BIRTHDAY PRINCESS <3

going out to lunch/dinner with mommy & im gonna tell her what i want for my birthday.lols =]


byyeeee im out naggaaazzz

mind over matter

i don't mind and you don't matter!

REUNION last night with sheila & adrian
ohhh how i missed those two >_____<
we were the 3 that were MIA for awhile.
lol.THEY call us "squirley" hahahhaha ;P
but had fun talking stories & catchin' up
& they said alotta shit.lmfao i fckn love them:D

today was good too
"omg your birthdays tomorrow crystal, your turning 20 old fut"
everyone looks at me
"wait so that means your 19 right now?"
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHHA they no like believe.lol
i got my first gift today in school.
thanks kristle.i'll be sure to burn everyone out.ahahhaha [;
& went out to dinner with gretch & chris.thanks you guys.love you=]
ate at ruby tuesdays & had steak.haha.then gretch said "ohh i come back i gotta talk to my dad on the phone" hahah liar.cuz 2 minutes later the lady comes by with a cake and says "happy birthday hun" lmfao :D
walked around, picked up my mom, & now im home...waiting for 12 so i can finally say im 20 hahahahhaha :DDD

i'm excited for tomorrow.
hope the plan follows through
so for those i told the plans to.
you better come!!!!!

okay COUNTDOWN
1 more hour till i turn 20 =]
YAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


my birthday cake on my 18th birthday!haha

UN-NECESSARY

2 MORE DAYS =]


& oh i learned how to make "oreo truffles"
thanks erica :DDDD

math test.hahaha.was funny cuz we thought it was the same
but had 3 different tests.so me & michael couldn't copy or help each other >___<
i think i did okay though cuz i had my calculator.aha

karaoke contest during lunch.haha
kristle kept laughing.lol




KEPS

3

MORE DAYS !

(:

YAY

& OH kept laughing loud in computer clss today.
cuz mark texted me & said he was stoned.when i looked at him 0_0
BWAHAHAHAHAH me & him started laughing together & everyones like THA FCUK ?
then he ate my last gum -_- ugh! ahah

& tyrel gave back my "grudge 3" back.FINALLY!ahh
& then me & him & tiff watched pineapple express on my ipod during english class.

uhhhh ok?

mhmm BYE

birthday weekend

COMING UP :D

should i go to...




???

mhm not sure yet

but i had a GREAT day at school, as always.

i barely stress out there.

okay gonna eat now, BYE :D

the result=

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
damn all night-morning
smiling & very VERY happy :DDD
even made a mix song on our pages.ahahaha
uhhhhhh techno=happy world =]
"OMG I FEEL LIKE EVERYTHING IS SOFT, THE GROUND FEELS LIKE CLOUDS"
bwahahahahahaha

never went to lucky charms, BUT atleast i met _______ LOL
& i got to talk stories with a homie i NEVER seen or talked to in awhile
sorry crispy, we didn't get to watch you perform at the event thingy.
i woulda came after.but i HAD to stay home -_-
but yeah we were all making plans this friday for my birthday [;
5 MORE days bitches

partying till 6 in the mornin' & im already awake.
i feel so shitty & wanna go back to sleep but i can't close my eyes 0_o
fawwwwkkkkkkkkk

okay i'll try force myself
buh-bye

& i just fckn woke up.
missing out on LUCKY CHARMS
mhm i MIGHT go or not
idk yet?

shit i was home all day sleeping
wtf?who does that?damn so boring

i never even go out today yet
& see ANY of my friends yet

i'll get ready & go out already

k bye

Gossip Kills.

ANYWAYS,
it's an ugly cloudy gloomy rainy stormy BAD day >;[
the weather is killin' my mood again.UGH whatevvaaaa

hello kitty.hello pipit.eww!
hahahaahahahaaha ;P

aw i turn 20 on the 20th =]
thats this coming FRIDAY already,
nayyyyyyy


PISCES - The Partner for Life
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Messy at times and irresponsible! Smart but lazy. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers. Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily. Lover of animals. VERY caring, make wonderful nurses or doctors. They always try to do the right thing sometimes get the short end of the stick. They sometimes get used by others and hurt because of their trusting. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. Good friend to other but need to be choosy on who they allow their friends to be. 5 years of bad luck if you do not forward.



YOUR GAY [;
KEPS.

OH GOSH

WHAT-FCKN-EVVAAAAAA >:[

ugh ain't feelin' like a fckn STORY TELLER today so...

- shopped at f21
- visited eluwene guyz
- went to a party in kapolei all night
- ^___^ ouuu gah DAMNNNNNN.lol
- uhhh home now



i DIDNT GET TO GO TO THE CONCERT @ KALIHI WAENA,CUZ WE GOT HOME LATE FROM THE PARTY
-_-
I WANTED TO GO BUT YEAH, I MISSED IT ALREADY.AHHHH OH WELL!!!!!!!!!!

&& i DON'T THINK IM GOING TOMORROW NIGHT!
hawww my lucky charms ;[ grrr
someone/something KiLLED my joy.ah you murderer -__-


k den FUCK YOU & goooodddbyyyeeee
happy fckn friday the 13th muthafawkz
mhm

secret*

HHEHEHEHEHEH :D


anyways, got to school kinda late.
mark texted me saying "where tha hell you stay we doing our project today"
like tha fck man im walking up the stairs to class.
& frickin irking teacher was like "COME TO CLASS ON TIME" ahh shadaaaap [;
worked on our powerpoint with cameron & mark.aha they like ack bad ah those two & pick on me cuz im the girl -__- oh wuhevvvaa dumb pricks.NAH lol they funny!
NEVER got to eat breakfast or lunch.was in the LRC doing my english essay for extra credit.so i never hung out with ciara & kristle >____< ahhhh so LAME!

me & tiff did our essays.then bought chips & a drink.so that atleast we got to eat snacks.went to english.TYREL...ahahaa YAY i finally got his name right.but anyways.him & tiff ALWAYS tease me just cuz "my sassy girl".OMG you two better watch,imma test you on tuesday.LMFAO
& tyrel borrowed my "grudge 3" dvd.anyone else wanna borrow it?it never came out in theaters yet.you'll save 10 dollahs.ahahha!

& OMG *SOMEONE DOESN'T EVEN REMEMBER WHAT MY FAVORITE MOVIE IS
it's _ _ _ NOT just friends or walk to remember.i said i liked those movies.its NOT my "favorite"
lol ohh welll.i was just testin' yeah.& BOOM you failed niggah!

FINALLY, hung out with hearn & francis them.its been awhile.aww hearns mom misses me.lol.she cooked us good dinner :D but yeahh im home

& OH YEAH...tomorrow is FRIDAY THE 13TH.

but no worries, i got a party to go to tomorrow.imma have fun & get my mind off it AGAIN...but i'll ALWAYS remember that day <3

& SATURDAY.omg i can't wait.hahahahahahhahaha :D
lucky, LUCKY CHARMS






HASTA LA VISTA IDIOT FAWKS =]

"crystal...

are you making doodoo?" -kristle & ciara
HAHAHA wtf shut up bitches, i think i have my period! LOL

mhm.SOMEBODY didn't know it was "dress down day"
& he was the only one who wasn't ghetto with the rest of the school.
ahah thats okay.you save two dollahh (in the viet accent the lunch guy gives)! LMFAO

mr.domingo do you remember her?oh yeah tell her that the SA-LU-YOOT is growing now.
BWAHAHAHAHAHHA
met up with brian,shayna,& juana mae at nordstrom, after comin' from walmart
ate red velvet cake at nordstrom cafe=]fucking almost $7 for that shit.oh well,
juana mae "do you smell weed?"
hahahahaha?mhmmm ;D

afterschool
^______________________________^
GAH DAMN


okay
tomorrows my cruise classes.YAY :D

& i uploaded "pineapple express" & "don't be a menace to south central when drinking your juice in the hood" on my IPOD !
i'll watch it when im bored in class

oh yeah..me & jennivic are in love with this song now.haha :DDD


buh-BYE

title?

can't think of one?!
UGH

SCHOOL:
hehe was good (:

AFTER-SCHOOL:
even better (:

TONIGHT:
haha you can't even imagine :DDD

another GOOD DAY

^________________^


adios fuckahz

& oh yeah

i watched "GRUDGE 3" & i don't think it even came out in theaters yet.
hah.good quality too.wanna borrow my dvd?hollllerrrrrrrrr ahahaaa i have highschool musical 3 too.AHHH

keh den

weekend

no es aburrido.es muy fantastico [;
bwhahahahah ;P









& our attempts to make a brady bunch picture when we're all looking at each other through the boxes.hahhahaha ;D




FINALLY.haha

so like

i woke up late today !
& took like almost 2 hours to get ready cuz i was lazy & i curled my hair, cuz i wanted to.
mhm dressed up & asked axl if it was okay & he said ouu nice =] hah
uhh picked all of them up, picked up mom & dropped her off at grandmas house.
went to alaz with them & did our hunting.LOL.ouu *secret store ;D
passed by wards fast kine.ahhhhhh :0
left early cuz i had a party to go to.
in the car.had a DEEP convo. with them.
damn CAN'T believe i feel like that.WOAH -_-
dropped them all off, picked up my cousin.
went to the party & got to see josh & chester again.YAY =] it's been awhile
tomorrow?craft workshop & cruise.maybe go to Target's again.mhm
uhhh BLOGSPOT is LAME & boring nowadays....

k bye

fat friday

yeahhh!
cuz today all i did was:
- eat lots of chips & dip
- go to waikiki & eat at PF Changs,shrimp with lobster sauce & panfried shrimp & mushroom noodles (:
- walked around waikiki & shopped at alaz.
- go to ala moana & eat at Nordstrom cafe, red velvet cake & blueberry cream cheese scones,& chocolate turtle cake :D
- go to grandmas house & eat filipino food, cuz it was her birthday.hahha
NOW im going home.mhmm the "PLANS" never happened cuz everyones sick.
HOPEFULLY tomorrow we ALL go out again...jen & i got some hunting to do.LOL =]

adios amigos [;

hit

the car at walmart by a wall* LOL
-had a dental midterm
-2 hour lunch break
-dental science lab & practiced flossin' & flouride
-awards assembly
-TARGET w/ mommy (: bought hellokitty notebooks & food & cute stuff!


kkeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhh thats all ya' need to know !
BYE BITCHES

title?

me & kristle.mhmm caught for dress code.AGAIN -_-


me: okay lets do a shaka
him: what's a SHAKA?
me: OMFG! can tell your from cali,HAHAHAHAH
him: show me how (:
me: LOL how lame, nice fur jacket btw.hahhh [;

dental

science !

learned the RIGHT way to floss teeth
& we learned how to put flouride on & rinse & dry!

PICTURES COMING SOON!!!!!!!!


BACK,
& here are the pics that kristle FINALLY uploaded.hah













-keehhhhhdennnbitttcchhh

first day

of a New month !!!
it's MARCH
so that means...20 more days till my birthday!
WWOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO my big two-zero:DDD
don't spoil it for me LAME ASSES [;

anyways,
sunday is ALWAYS a boring stay home day
so yeah im home & im bored
But YOU seem to be entertaining me
hah don't worry im AMUSED =]
ouu soooo FRE$H ! [;

mhmmm
say CHHEEESSSSEEEEEEEEEEEE
*click *click
your on america's MOST WANTED !
conviiiiiiccccccctttttt musiiiiiicccccc...i see you windin' & grindin' up on that pole....


POKI WITH "CHEESE" lmfao (inside joke)

hahahahah k bye [;